Cameron Leigh

Who Let the Dogs Out?

2007-06-25T07:20:00.001-07:00

Hello All,

How is everyone? Good I hope. I just want to say a hearty ha-ha for all the comments you all sent me about nearly killing Frank Sinatra. I especially like the comments that I shouldn't be left alone with small children. What can I say I like my men to have a sense of humor. To be honest I feel bad about what I did and the cat still doesn't look healthy and he still hisses at me whenever he sees me.

On another funny note: I have to tell you about my dinner a couple weeks ago. I was invited to attend a fund-raiser for a political candidate. My friend Nadia invited me to go with her; I think she was trying to set me up on a blind date. So, lets move ahead past the speeches and the request for money. My friend and I were the only two single women there under the age of 50. So, you know all the women there did not say a word to us. Which I found to be extremely funny. We were seated at a mix table: single, married, young and old. My supposed "blind date" never showed up.....once again the story of my life. However the evening wasn't a total bust. I was seated next to this very recognizable gentleman who kept giving me the eye. Finally, after staring at me for over an hour he made his move. He said to me that he could easily make me his fourth wife. I just smiled and said to him that all depends on how big the ring is. Besides I don't think the country is ready for someone like me to be in the White House.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

I need adult supervision

2007-06-20T06:08:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

How are you guys doing? How was every one's weekend? Good I hope. Mine was very funny. I did a very bad thing this past weekend. I am one step closer to going to hell. Now after you read this please do not send me any hate mail..I already feel guilty.

My next door neighbor is an elderly lady with a lot of pets. She has three cats, two dogs, some fish, two birds, a hamster and a bunny rabbit. She has named all of her pets after 1950/60s icons. For instance her three cats and two dogs are named after the "rat pack". That's right there is; Frank Sinatra, Sammy Davis Jr, Dean Martin, Joey Bishop and someone else who I can't think of at the moment. Anyway, you get the picture. OK, so my neighbor was going out of town for a week and she asked me to look after her pets. I was more than happy to and on top of that she was going to pay me $40/day. Now I would have watched her pets for free, but she insisted on paying me. Side note: taking money from the elderly lady next door is not why I am going straight to hell....it gets worse. Alright, so the week goes by and everything is fine all the animals are alive and counted for. My neighbor comes back home and she looks great and bakes me some cookies as token of her appreciation. Everything is fine right.........wrong. Over the weekend I keep getting these 911 text messages. And naturally I ignore them, because I don't know who keeps texting me 911. Finally my neighbor knocks on my door, and she is clearly upset. I ask her what is wrong? Does she need an ambulance? Does she need me to take her to the hospital? No, no, no she responds, she then proceeds to ask me if I gave Frank Sinatra his seizure medication. OOPS! BIG OOPS! Now here is my opportunity to do the right thing and just come clean. But yours truly chickens out and says "of course I gave him his medication, everyday for a week." My neighbor then says she is going to have to take him to the hospital because something is wrong. She takes the cat to the emergency vet hospital they tell her its a good thing she brought the cat in because he could have died and it just gets worse from there.

I brought Frank Sinatra a get well soon gift (because I feel guilty I almost killed him) and I am not lying the cat gave me this look. He looks so pitiful he has to wear an oxygen mask and he just kept hissing at me the entire time I was visiting him. I am so ashamed, but I can't confess to my neighbor. I am going to have to take this one to the grave. I know I am going straight to hell.....I can't even take care of some pets. I need adult supervision.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

Its Not You.......Its Me

2007-06-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

How is everyones' week going so far. Good I hope. Mine has been going very good. I have been steadily working on the next phase of my life and I have to admit it I am very excited. I want to thank all of you for wishing me the best. I have made so many wonderful friends and I am truly going to miss all of you.

For those of you who have expressed concerned I also want to thank you; and I should clarify why I am taking the summer off. It has nothing to do with anything someone did or said to me. It is very simple....I am burned out. I have been "Cameron Leigh" for a lot longer than I would like to admit. I have been living a double life for so many years; I can not distinguish between reality and fiction any more. I want to be able to have a conversation with someone and it not involve sex. I tired of lying to my family about what I do . I want to have some piece of mind in my life. I know it is a clique but it is true... its not you its me. I wish I had a crystal ball and I can predict the future, but I can't. I do not know what is going to happen to me. I may come back after the summer or I may not. I want to thank all of you for giving me advice and helping me. And I promise I am only an email or phone call away. I love you all.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

Taking The Summer Off

2007-06-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

How is everyone doing? Good I hope. Can you believe it; it is already June. Where has the year gone to? I can still remember what I did for New Year's. Before you know it will be December. I have made a decision in regards to my life. I am going to be taking the summer off. I am going to keep my schedule for June and two weeks in July, but after that I will be pursuing new interests. I need to take this time off and re-focus on me. I hope you all understand and don't worry you can still reach me by email or call me on the phone whenever you need your Cameron fix.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

Sex and the Single Girl

2007-06-04T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

First let me say "Thank You," for all the warm wishes I received on my birthday. To para phrase Sally Field you really like me. I had a wonderful birthday I spent it with family and friends and loved ones. I didn't even mind the fact that I am getting older. As a matter of fact I proud about getting older. I used to have serious hang ups about getting older, but with age came this confidence that I never had before. I became more self assured, my looks didn't matter as much to me, I started to speak differently. All of those things started to happen to me as I got older. Which leads me to today's topic of discussion: Sex and the Single Girl.

This was a book published in the early sixties (before my time) by the editor-in-chief of Cosmopolitan Magazine, Helen Gurley Brown. The book basically encourages women to actively pursue a full single life, which includes acquiring a career, gaining financial independence and accepting ones looks. All good things to say to young impressionable women. Which is why I am puzzled by an article I read in the New York Times. Now I am not sure what the author was trying to achieve with his commentary, but it left me a little upset to say the least. The author in my opinion was suggesting that women have gotten more promiscuous over the years. In the age of Paris Hilton, and Britney Spears young women have opted out of traditional relationships and one night stands have become the norm. Young ladies do not want a car for graduation but instead want a boob job. As I have mentioned I am not sure about the point the author was trying to make so I will make it for him. I mean it is my blog and I can do whatever I want to.

The point is this: if young ladies attitudes have changed in regards to relationships maybe we should look at the big picture. We should exam society for making Paris Hilton and Britney Spears role models, musicians who use women as objects, props in their videos and lets us not forget the key factor in all of this...MEN. I am still waiting to meet a man who puts intelligence first before beauty when describing his ideal woman. With all the pressure young women have today is it no surprise that one night stands are on the rise.

Now I am sure some of you are going to read this and think I am some type of fem-a-Nazi, but I am not. I just believe in kissing a lot of frogs before you find your prince.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

My Top Ten List

2007-05-22T09:38:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

There are only six more days left til the big day. I know I have no shame, but heck my birthday only comes around once a year and if I can't get excited about it....then who will.

Last night I was at a sports bar watching the Yankees whip ass against the Red Sox. If you didn't know I am big baseball fan, not as much as football, but I still like the game. I was there with M (Marisol), and we were just having a great girls night out. You know talking about who is sexier Derek Jeter or A-Rod. We came to the conclusion that we would take them both. The best part of the evening is when this guy tried to pick up my friend. I actually felt bad for the guy he didn't stand a chance with my friend. But it got me thinking about all of the cheesy pick-up lines I have heard over the years. I have composed this list of my top ten favorites...watch out David Letterman.

Cameron Leigh's Top Ten Pick-Up Lines:

10). Excuse me miss, I seem to have lost my phone #, could I borrow yours.
9). Are you accepting applications for your fan club?
8). Hey baby, drop that zero and get with this hero...in other words you should come home with me.
7). Is your name Pepsi cause I've gotta have it.
6). Hi, my name is Doug. That's "god" spelled backwards with a little bit of you wrapped up in it.
5). I may not be Dairy Queen but I'll treat you right.
4). You're so hot, your ass is on fire.
3). They call me " Mr.Coffee", I grind so fine.
2). You remind me of milk, I just want to spoil you.
1). Chocolate should melt in your mouth not in your hands.

Gentleman, I implore you to not use any of these lines on women. If you do; be prepared for you and your hand to spend a lovely night together.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

PDA, Porn & Sunny Crockett Lives

2007-05-16T16:09:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

I am sorry for the long delay but I have been having technical difficulties with my blog. Someone changed my passwords and well it was a mess to say the least. We are still working on it and hopefully soon it will be back to normal. I ask that you be patient with my web team and me. I have a lot to update you all on, but before I do that I have to make an announcement. There are only twelve more days left until my birthday. I know I am shameless, but I don't give a damn.

Alright lets talk. The other day I was out and about running my errands and I started noticing something. At first I paid no attention to it, to be honest I thought it was kinda cute, but then it started to take on a life on its own. There I was in Target getting supplies and this couple was right beside me holding hands. I had to do a double take. Who the hell holds hands in Target?? I mean where did he think she was going to go...to the automotive care department. Look I am all for the PDA (public display of affection), but there is a time and place for it. I think that you and your significant other can put a hold on the hand holding while you shop. But wait it gets worse, I went for a jog yesterday morning and I saw this older couple holding hands while they walked around the park. You mean to tell me that when I get older I am still going to have to hold this bastards' hand to make him feel secure while we are excising. I am instituting a national boycott on all PDA look for a sign up sheet in your inbox.

I have a confession to make...I love looking at porn. I think I have a problem. I don't want to go out anymore because I might miss my porn. I don't watch the Playboy channel or Skin-a-max, I like the hardcore action. I turn the volume down so I can do the voices. I get all raunchy and filthy dirty with it. I love to talk dirty. I can say some things to you that would make a sailor blush. I think my friends are going to have an intervention with me about my porn addiction. But in my defense this wouldn't have been such a problem if the guy at Home Depot would have gone out with me. In my opinion it is all his fault! As a matter of fact I need to hurry up and end this blog so I can watch my porn.

Last weekend I was out on the town, I went to the Skybar at the Shore Club. It is the typical pretentious South Beach hot spot that I love to go to. My favorite past-time activity is people watching and there is no better people watching than at the Skybar. I was there with a couple of friends just having a good time. Getting strangers to buy us $16.00 martinis and then walking away once we get our drinks. I know that is mean, but I just wish one time so guy would say "$16.00 for a martini; you know you are going home with me tonight." But alas they do not. Anyway, there we were just people watching and right before my brown eyes I saw Sunny Crockett minus Ricardo Tubbs. He was wearing the white linen pants, with a powder blue t-shirt and a white sport blazer and tan loafers with his hair slicked back. I almost spilled my drink on myself checking this guy out. I didn't have enough courage to over there and talk to him (not enough alcohol in me), because I was at a loss for words. Is it me or are we in the year 2007? Who the hell still dresses in 1980s attire? I just got a glimpse of him in my mind and I am cracking up all over again. For holloween I am going to find Sunny Crockett and I am going to Olivia (the black on the show) and watch we are going to win first prize.....totally dude.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

Jury Duty

2007-04-18T09:14:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

I am going to suspend formalities today to let you know what I have been up to. I wish this post was about anything but what I am about to tell you. For the past week and a half I have been performing my civic duty. I was one of the unfortunate people who get called up for jury duty. I really didn't think they would pick me to sit on this case and pass judgment, but to my surprise they did. I should have known something was up by the type of questions they asked me but I clearly wasn't thinking correctly at the time. My trial was a horrific murder case. I remember when it happened and I said to myself who could do something like that to another individual. Without going into to much detail I will give you a synopsis of what I have been going through.

Close your eyes and imagine a young couple out taking a stroll along the beach and now imagine a gang kidnapping this young couple and holding them captive for a week. During that week the gang repeatedly rapes the girlfriend and tortures her in front of her boyfriend. Finally, they end this young girls life and stab the boyfriend over forty times leaving him for dead. That is the case I had to sit in judgment of for a week and half. I listen to testimony that I can still hear in my ears and when I close my eyes I can still see the photos of a young beautiful girl gone to soon. What made it even more difficult was that this case was a capitol punishment case. I am not going to discuss politics because I believe everyone has a right to an opinion, but I will say that I was very uncomfortable sentencing a man to his death. When it was time to deliberate it was just like the Glen Ford and Henry Fonda movie Twelve Angry Men. Every one's ideology came into play it got pretty heated at times, because we wanted to make the right decision. I guess your really don't know what you are capable of doing until you are put into a situation. I am just glad it is over and done with and I hope that I will never ever have to serve jury duty again. However, it wasn't all bad. I was a guest of the State of Florida and they put us jurors up at a lovely establishment the "El Conquistador Motel". You heard me right I said motel as in sleep with your clothing on, don't use the tap water to brush your teeth and you would be safer peeing in the street than using the toilet in the motel room. But I will save my "Conquistador" stories for another day. Lets just say the "diva" was not a happy camper.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

Pick-up artist and his wing man

2007-03-27T17:44:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

I hope all is well. I am in the Nations Capitol enjoying the beautiful weather. I love DC, I really can see myself living here. I had a very funny weekend, not as funny as the previous weekend but funny ha-ha nonetheless. I went to my local sports bar this past weekend to watch the Georgetown v. UNC game. Now, I never have a problem when I go there because they pretty much know me there, until this past weekend. I am sitting at the bar minding my own business watching UNC piss away a very good lead, so I am understandably upset I am in no mood to be trifled with. These two guys come into the bar and sit down right beside; actually they sit on either side of me. The ask me minor questions and I respond politely. The gentleman to my right keeps talking to me during the game and I am clearly not answering him because Georgetown is about to take the lead. Then his friend on the left of me says in this condescending tone "I've never seen you in here before." Ahhhhhhh, that is the word I use when I am annoyed. I look at the friend who is clearly the "pick-up artist" and the other guy must be the "wing man". I realized that I was not going to be able to watch the game in peace and quiet so I would have to be quick on my feet to see the last half. So, the bs conversation continues and I am finding myself getting more annoyed with every stupid question. On the day that I am not looking my best would be the day I get hit on....go figure. Finally, the pick-up artist ask me what I do for a living. Now you all know how I feel about that question. I hate it!!! For a number of reasons I am not going to get into now. OK, back to the subject at hand, so he asks me what do I do. Here was my out: I said well that depends on the day of week and my mood. You see last week I was an interior decorator when the guy at the post office ask me that very same question. I have also been a background singer for Tina Turner, cabinet maker, a cover girl model, music industry talent coordinator, Ocean Drive magazine writer, a local t.v. station television reporter, a law firm associate, a flight attendant, a financial advisor (that was the best), a product placement designer for Saks Fifth Avenue, a sales manager for Donald J. Pliner (shoe designer), but to my friends and family I am a buyer for Federate Department Stores. Now if you really want to know what I do and how great I am at it go to my website and fill out my contact form. Now, if you don't mind I would like to continue watching the game.

I have a very vivid imagination. Take my advice and don't ask such intrusive questions.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

I'm not prejudice; I just don't like you

2007-03-21T19:22:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

I hope everyone is doing good. I have had one of those interesting weekends. You know the kind where you need a couple of days off after your weekend. I wish once again I could say that I was out partying and living "la vida loca", but that is so far from the truth. I went home for a wedding, and I outed one of my friends. All I can say is oops I did it again.

I went home to the farm this past weekend, because I have been feeling guilty that I haven't been home since Thanksgiving. My main reason for going home was to see my friend my Mary-Ann get married. Don't worry this wedding was nothing like last years "Purple Haze" wedding. I was seated at the proverbial single peoples table and sitting across from me was this guy who looked familiar but I wasn't so sure. I couldn't help stare at him during dinner and finally I asked him if we knew each other. He replied that we did and I asked him his name. You know no harm, no foul at least I thought so. I was wrong, wrong, wrong!!! Let me tell you what he said to me: "now you want to know my name." Ah yes, because I am driving myself crazy trying to remember your name. He then proceeds to tell me how we know each other. We went to high school together. Lets stop here for a moment; do you know how long it has been since I have been in high school? I am approaching my fifteen year reunion. How could I have possibly remembered his named? Alright, back to my story so we went to high school together...great that still doesn't answer my question of who you are. He tells me that he had a major crush on me and I didn't go out with him. I found that to be funny, because if you had seen me when I was in high school there is no way anybody would have had a crush on me. He told me that he liked my nerdy, bookish look but I never gave him the time of day and then he says it...because he was black. Yes, he said that I never went out with him because he was black. I just laughed, I think that is the funniest thing I have heard all year long. And then it hit me, I remembered his named....Calvin. Now, I am not going to tell you all the mean things Calvin did to me in high school because I am older now and I have had a lot of therapy to put it behind me. But I will tell you what I said to him. I simply smiled at him and said I am not prejudice I just did not like you. I wouldn't have gone out with him if Christ himself said to me go out with Calvin or go to hell; I would have had to pick hell.

As for me outing my friend let me tell you how that happened. I was sitting at home and my mother was talking to me about my circle of friends who are now married. You know how mothers get. I was doing my best to ignore her, but it was unsuccessful. Let me stop here; because my mother could really care less if I am married or not she just wants to plan a wedding to show off to her friends. She is going down this list of people we know and I am telling her that they are divorced, on the verge of divorce, or having an affair. Then she gets to my friend Liz and I blurt out Liz can't get married she is gay. You would have thought I shot the Pope, the silence was creepy. I quickly back tracked and said I don't know if she is gay or not I am assuming she is gay because she is not married. My mother responds with I guess that is what people say about you. Now you see where I get from.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Taxes, Traveling and Television

2007-03-14T16:42:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

I know, I know it has been a very long time since I have made any comments. I hope all is well. I wish I had some very exciting news to share with all of you, but that isn't the case. This time off is exactly what I needed to get my "mojo" back. So, lets see what have I been doing these past three weeks. Well, I have been working on my taxes...no explanation necessary. As I am sure all of you know working on your taxes is like going to the dentist and having a root canal. My biggest fear is that I did my taxes wrong... I am much better at spending money; maybe my new career should be a professional shopper..lol

I know I said that I was going to be doing less traveling, but being at home these past three weeks is just awful. I have never been so board before in my entire life. I watched so much television I am afraid to go out in public now because I don't feel I can have a decent conversation with anyone. Have you seen the crap on T.V.?Who has seen the "Tyra Banks" show? I understand if you don't want to admit to watching the show, because I personally feel I have hit a low point in my life after watching her show. To my defense I only watched her show because Law & Order was a repeat. The topic on Tyra, was women who prostitute themselves; where do I begin. Ok, I do not know where they found these women and I honestly do not think that any self-respecting escort would go on the Tyra Banks, show. One girl was very nervous and didn't want to talk about anything, they had a lady who did domination, and then they had the "ghetto black chick". Do I even need to explain her? She just does it for the money, because she doesn't want a 9 to 5 job. It was painful to watch to say the least. Then just when I thought it couldn't get any worse they profiled a street walker. You heard me correctly a street walker who admitted she has turned tricks for as little as $15.00. I don't care if that was true; I would never admit to something like that and you should have seen Ms.Bank, expression when that girl told her that. I thought Tyra, was going to shake the shit out that girl she didn't even sit on the same side of the couch with her. It was a classic T.V. moment especially when ghetto girl said "Tyra, I would never sell myself for as little as fifteen dollars." Ms. Banks, just gave her a look as if to say who are you kidding. Also, I do not know where Ms. Banks ,get her studio audience from, but they have got to be the best looking studio audience in talk show history. All of those women in the audience looked like models. Even the therapist brought in to "help" the girls was good looking. All I have to say is Oprah Winfrey, watch out!!

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

What did you expect me to say???

2007-02-21T20:49:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

I think February just isn't my month. The little Gremlins must be out and doing their best job of pissing me off. I will be so happy next week when this month is over. OK, what I am about to tell you is going to shock some of you, but for those of you who know me it will come as no surprise. Also, I know the majority of men out there who read my blog are going to ask me why was I being so nasty. How can I explain this?... women in general are just petty people. We don't like to see other women happy; if another woman tells you differently she is lying through her teeth.

Alright so here is what happened: I know this girl and I will be honest I hate her to death. We have a love/hate relationship...more hate than love. The reason why we don't like each other is simple I used to date her husband and we have remained friends since she and he got married. Are you with me so far??? She and I play this game with each other to try to make the other feel bad about their life. When she got married to my friend she invited me to the wedding. I brought a sexy Latino male dancer as my date and I did this because I wanted all the guests and bridesmaids to pay attention to me and not her. Example #2: when she had her first child, she invited me to the baby shower. At the baby shower she went into this monologue about how her life seems so complete now and she can't wait to be a mommy. What bullshit! I asked her if she worries about getting her body into shape quickly before her husband trades her in for a younger model; for her gift I bought her a breast pump. Example #3: When she had her second child, I was invited to the baby shower..again. I showed up looking fabulous! and saying that I can't stay long because I was out all night and I need to get some sleep. She said that I must be lonely and how sad my life is because I go out night after night searching for love that I am just not going to find in a nightclub. I shot back with;"funny, I thought your first child was conceived in the back alley of a nightclub...that's right your first child was conceived in the backseat in the parking lot of the nightclub." Now you would think that we would stop talking to each other after I practically called her a slut in front of her child.

This little game that she and I have been playing has been going on now for the past four years; but I think I finally won. I saw her today when I was dropping off my dry cleaning. I tried my best to hurry up and get in my car but it was to late she saw me. She came strolling over in her phony Southern accent, "Hi Cameron". She then begins to tell me that she and her husband are throwing a dinner party and of course I am invited. She then decides to tell me how her and her husband had this incredible night of love making and he was to tired to get up this morning. I just smiled and said: "Wow, I remember when we would do it, your husband and I, 7,8,9 times a day. Wait, I am forgetting about the time we went to Cozumel. I don't think we left the hotel room. God, those were some good times..he was like the energizer bunny; he just kept going and going and going. It is a shame what happens to a man once they get married. I guess you can get tired of having to much sex...that is a damn shame because he was really good in bed." I told her it was great seeing her again, and I can't wait to have dinner with her and especially her husband, maybe I can put the saddle back on the horse.

Hug & Kisses,
Cameron

Batteries Not Included

2007-02-19T12:03:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

Happy President's Day..lol. For those of you had to go to work today I am sympathizing with you. I hope every ones weekend was satisfactory. I am finally over this awful cold..thank God. I have to admit that I am not a pleasant person when I am sick. I think my friends overdosed me on NyQuil on purpose. This week I am off to beautiful Orlando. I am seriously considering moving there after I retire. We will have to see.. I have narrowed it down to four places to live after I retire: 1) Miami, Fl 2) Charlotte, NC 3) Orlando, FL and 4) Washington D.C. At this point in my life I am ready for a serious change.

Ok, I can not believe that I forgot to share this with you last week. You see what happens when you start getting older. This is a funny story, because yours truly really put her foot in her mouth. So without hesitation let me tell you what happened: As you know I am volunteering my off time to work with Habitat for Humanity. I really love what the organization is about and just seeing the smiles on the faces of strangers is something that can not be measured. With that being said, one of the major sponsors for HFH (Habitat for Humanity) is Home Depot. I had to go there and take training classes on how to build things, paint, measure and so forth. Well my instructor was a serious cutie. And I found myself needing a lot of help in sawing, and screwing in a light fixture. What can I say there is no shame in my game. Anyway, I found myself making miscellaneous trips to the Home Depot and running into him while I am there. I never worked up the courage to ask him out and he didn't take the hint and ask me out either ( the story of my life!). After training classes were over I went back to the Home Depot and this time I had a legitimate reason....I needed some batteries. Once again I ran into my cutie, we talked for a little while and I told him how much I loved working on the house and that I was really looking forward to doing another project. At that moment, I dropped the package of batteries on the floor. I know no big deal right; you forget that it is me that we are talking about. I bent down to pick up the batteries and I saw my cutie with this look on his face. It wasn't the look of " wow, she has a nice ass", but rather "that's a lot of batteries." Instead of just leaving it alone; I went into this long explanation of why I need so many batteries. It was awful, it was like watching an accident happen. He just stood there with this look on his face as if to say " sure it is for the remote control." Oh it gets worse,I asked him if he would like to come to my house and see all the remote controls I have. He just smiled and said no thank you. I know what he was thinking those batteries are for a remote control but not to a T.V. I think all those bad dates that I have had is my fault. Now I am going to have to start shopping at Loews.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

Happy Valentines Day!!!

2007-02-14T08:30:00.000-08:00

Good Morning All,

Sorry I haven't been in touch, but I returned from Ohio with a cold. I am feeling better and your get well wishes mean a lot to me. So today is Valentines Day, I am sure the majority of you have big plans. As for me, I will be home.

I was able to give a gift this past weekend that can't be measured in cards and candy. I worked with Habitat for Humanity this past weekend and the final toll was we built twelve homes in twelve days, they had over 250 people working these past two weeks. I can't speak for anyone else but for me that was the most gratifying work I have ever done in my life. The home that I worked on went to a single mother with five kids; before, Habitat for Humanity, she used to live in public housing with two bedrooms and she shared her bed with her two smaller children. I am not going to get into the politics of race, education and poverty. This is not the forum for such a discussion. I will say this; when we presented this mother with the keys to her new home she broke down and cried. Her kids ran all through the house shouting and laughing and saying this is a dream come true. It was to precious to hear a five year old say "this is a dream come true."

I didn't do much of the heavy stuff, because I am way to clumsy to handle a hammer or power tool but I did do a lot of painting. I hope this lady and her family have many wonderful Valentines Day memories. I know this is something that I will not be able to forget as long as I live. When I feel better I will upload my pictures of me painting or should I say covered in paint.

Happy Valentines Day,
Cameron

I am mad at myself

2007-02-05T19:55:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

How was your weekend? Did you watch the Super Bowl? I did and I am very happy for Tony Dungy and the Colts. I am getting a little depressed ,however, because football season is now over and I don't have anything to do on Sundays.

Ok, a lot of you have emailed me and asked me what happened last week to put me in such a bad mood. While I am no longer in a pissy mood, I will say that I am more disappointed with myself than anything else. I let someone get the better of me last week and I lost my temper. Needless to say, I was out for blood and was not going to stop until I got it. I had to take a deep breath and step back from the situation. And it has led me to this conclusion:

I have noticed a change in the past couple of years in this business of the type of caliber of men who pursue this hobby. I am of the mindset that nobody is holding a gun to your head to see a provider. The reasons you chose to see a lady is nobodies business but your own and the reason a lady chooses not to see a gentleman is her own. With that being said, I think the name calling has to come to an end. Do you honestly think that she is going to see you once you have called her a: whore, prostitute, slut, or my personal favorite cunt?? I am willing to bet that she would rather starve than to give you the satisfaction of being in her presence. Look guys move on, there are plenty of fish in the sea. What set me off last week was that someone made a very rude comment to me. Now he didn't say it to my face, because I would be in jail right now, but he said it in an email. And let me take it a step further if I was such a "burnt out cunt" as he claimed. I would have made the appointment, called some of my guy friends to have them waiting in the hotel room, and then proceeded to kick the shit out of this guy because that is what cunts do for those of you who need clarity on the subject.

I am not a whore, prostitute, slut and I am certainly not a cunt. I am a business woman and any guy would gladly trade places with me any day of the week if they new how much money they could make. Working when they want to work, seeing who they want to see, traveling to fabulous places while having someone else pay for it. I seriously doubt you would take the time to hand in your two weeks notice. The next time you feel you want to make a derogatory comment just ponder this thought: she is not the one paying you to spend with her.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Are you for real?

2007-01-30T10:44:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

How is everyone's week going so far? Good I hope. I hope a lot better than mine. Today is Tuesday, Jan. 30 and I wish it was the weekend already. I don't say this to often, but I am really pissed off. You know how people say they were pushed to that "boiling point", and that is why they shot up the post office, well today I can relate to what those people were talking about.

First off, I absolutely hate it when people do not follow the simplest of instructions. I am not asking anyone for the launch codes to nuclear missiles or winning lottery numbers. I simply want you to fill out my reservation form, and as it states if you have a problem doing this then maybe you should seek the company of someone else. When you call me on the phone and want to make an appointment to see me and I ask you the exact same questions that are on my reservation form...do not get upset with me. Those are my rules and again if you don't like it then don't see me. There are plenty of girls out there on the Internet that don't give a damn who you are, what you do, or who you have seen in the past. I am not one of those women! My safety and my piece of mind are more important than turning a fast buck.

Secondly, if I don't return your email right away..please please do not email me and tell me what a bitch I am. I get slammed with a lot of emails everyday and sometimes when I am at home I don't feel like answering emails. I didn't forget about you and I am not ignoring you, just try to be a little patient.

Hopefully, in the future we will not have these communication problems.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

You have Rolex and you drive a Porsche

2007-01-23T15:27:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

Greetings from freezing cold Boston. It is 25'degrees outside and I keep asking myself why did I leave Miami. I absolutely hate cold weather; my sunny, warm, inviting personality completely changes when I get in cold weather.

This past weekend I was in New York having a fantastic time. I was attending a very 'High Society' party. I was at the bar of the St. Regis hotel, ordering a white wine when this very cute young gentleman struck up a conversation with me. During the coarse of our conversation he just "happened" to flash me his Rolex watch. Now I don't know if it was the cool crisp air, the Vera Wang dress, or the Jimmy Choo's, but the devil came out in me. I gave him my come and hither look and said: "is that Rolex watch.... it is so big and heavy," in my soft sexy voice. He replied "why yes it is a Rolex watch and my Porsche is parked right outside; do you want to go for a ride." I replied back "I would love to go for a ride, but someone already has their name tattooed up and down my kitty kat and I don't think she would like to share it." As fate would have it Marisol walked over to the bar at just the right time. Well we all know what I did next, but for those of you who are a little slow I planted a big kiss on those sexy Cuban lips of hers.

I think that poor guy would have handed me over his Rolex watch, keys to his Porsche and whatever else I wanted........I LOVE being a girl!

Kisses,
Cameron

Beautiful v. Sexy, Bad Head, & Peyton Manning

2007-01-17T17:53:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

How is everyone's week going so far? Mine is going good. I have been a very busy bee plans are going well for the next phase in my life. With that being said I am not going to be doing as much touring as I used to do. So, if you were on the fence about seeing me now is the time to take the leap.

Ok, I had lunch with the girls today and when I say the girls I mean my two female friends and my two male gay friends who are definitely queens in their own right. The conversation over lunch was one those conversations that you really enjoy. You savor it like a good red wine. So, let me tell you what we talked about because I know all you are going to have an opinion, which I can't wait to hear. My friend Nadia and Rochelle went out Saturday night clubbing on South Beach. The doorman wouldn't let Rochelle in, that is until Nadia showed up. Now I don't know why the doorman didn't let Rochelle in, there are a number of reasons I suspect, but she came up with a very definite explanation. She felt it was because Nadia is "sexy" and she is just a "cute girl". Now I wanted to laugh in her face when she said all of this, but to be honest she had a very valid point. I have been out with Nadia and the reception we get is totally different when I am out with my other friends. And it is so true a beautiful woman you admire and might possibly strike up a conversation with. A man will try to make a beautiful woman's life less stressful,but a sexy woman well there is no limit to what a man will do for sexy woman. Please don't email with that bullshit that a man would rather have an intelligent woman over a stupid sexy woman. Because,I know plenty of smart intelligent women who sit home every Saturday night waiting for a man to admire her brains.

Now our next topic at lunch I found to be very funny. The queens were complaining that don't receive good head anymore. Again, I wanted to laugh because the visual image of two guys giving head just gives me the church giggles. I made a simple suggestion that helped me along the way. I suggested when the time was right to pop in a porno and tactfully seduce your lover with the porno playing in background. Sub-conscientiously your lover will be performing the acts he/she sees on the porno as way to please you, which in turn will lead to, if done properly, a really good time. It might even make your top ten list. As I told the queens if that didn't work I have some other suggestions. I have to ask the guys this question: isn't bad head better than no head at all?

Finally, I had to discuss my Peyton Manning dream. Sorry don't mean to burst any bubbles but it wasn't a sexual dream. Actually, P and I were at some high school talking and we got into a food fight and he kept throwing mash potatoes and peas at me. I kept screaming at him to him stop because he was messing up my hair. It was probably the strangest dream I have ever had. Who knows maybe tonight David Beckman can teach me how to play soccer.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

The Blind Date

2007-01-15T08:56:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

I hope everyone is well. I hope you all had a very wonderful and relaxing weekend. I myself am doing just fine. I am slowly getting back into my groove. I am all settled into my new place and it is just lovely to say the least. Let me say that I did see the games and yours truly was 4-0 in her predictions. I nailed the Pats/Chargers game as I said it would come down to a field goal. I simply love it when I am right, it is like really good sex for me. I get this glow all over my face and my endorphins start pumping.

Ok, so let me tell you about my blind date this weekend. The only reason why I agreed to such a thing was because I owed on a favor someone did for me. My friend Nicole set me up on this blind date and we agreed to meet at a local restaurant close to where I live. Luckily, I tricked my friend and her husband into staying for dinner. Thank God! My date's opening line was "sorry I'm late but my therapist let me go over." Now I have been on my fair share of bad dates: the guy who stuck with the check, the guy who picked me up in a stolen car, the guy who had a lazy eye and I kept staring at it all night long making him feel very "uncomfortable", and of-course who could forget the guy who came over for Thanksgiving dinner wearing an ankle monitor...which by the way we discovered half way through dinner he was out of range. So you would think my bad date "radar" would be telling me this isn't going to end well. Remember when you were growing up your parents taught you the rules of conversation, that there are three things that you should not talk about: money, politics, and religion. My date proceeded to tell me how much money he makes, how much money he is paying to his ex-wife and her kids, that he is neither a Republican or Democrat but a Libertarian and that Christianity is the downfall of mankind. That is when I realized that I was being punished for something I must have done in a past life. To make matter worse he started yelling very loudly in the restaurant and to be honest I don't know what he was complaining about. We had the waiter and the manager of the restaurant at our table and he just kept going on and on and the next thing you know he shoved the waiter. Of-course, you know what happened next....we were asked to leave the restaurant. Never in my entire life have I been asked to leave anywhere....I am still in shock. This man was crazy or as my grandma used to say crazy with a K. I told him that I didn't think a second date was going to happen, because I am not the Bonnie to his Clyde.

My new mission now is to get revenge on my friend Nicole. She should have known that he was crazy; you can't hide that kind of crazy. I welcome any suggestions as to how I should repay her for dinner. Wish me luck!!

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Landslide

2007-01-05T07:52:00.000-08:00

I climbed a mountain and I turned around....
and I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
and the landslide brought me down........

Those are the words to one of my favorite songs. It was written by Stevie Nicks and then latter re-made by the Dixie Chicks. The reason why I picked this song and in particular those words is because I have hit a landslide in my life. I have achieved just about everything that I have set out to achieve. Let me re-phrase that I have achieved everything that society has deemed worthy of me achieving. So it has lead me to make this decision: I am going to be retiring after this year. Don't get all sad and blue you still have a whole year to see me. But it is time for me to start a new chapter in my life. The song has a line it and it says "time makes children get older and I'm getting older too." As I get older there are things in my life that don't matter to me as much. I am not as materialistic as I used to be. Don't get wrong I am not going to sell my house and live in a shack, but the things that I once coveted and stayed in this business to purchase, receive, or maintain don't matter as much to me anymore. Don't misinterpret this either I still like getting gifts but it is not a priority for me.

Now I am not sure what I am going to do with myself when this is all done. I have some ideas running through this pretty little head of mine. I will admit I am nervous, scared, excited, hopeful, anxious and all those other adjectives that describe a new adventure in your life.

..can I sail through the changing ocean tides
can I handle the seasons of my life.....

I don't know; but I am definitely looking forward to the challenge.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Is there no more honesty??

2007-01-03T19:54:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

As part of my New Year's resolution I am going to do a better job on my diary. And since we all know resolutions are made to be broken it will most likely stay the same.

I want to open up a discussion about the former head coach of the Miami Dolphins. If you all don't know what I am talking about I will fill you in. After weeks of reporting and denying that he was going to leave the Miami Dolphins for the head coach position at Alabama; Nick Saban took the job as head coach of the Crimson Tide for something like $32 million dollars. What bothers me about this is that for weeks he said he wasn't leaving, he wasn't going to up root his family again, he was committed to the Dolphins, and other bullshit only to find out today after another loosing season that he is going back to coaching college football. Give me a break!!!! Just come out and say that you were in over your head, I am sick and tired of excuses: like I had to do what is best for my family. Your family could care less and it is not about the money because Huzengia was willing to give you anything you wanted. I am not a Dolphin fan by any means but this is what they should do: hire Jim Bates your offensive coordinator or do a very rigid search for a coach who can coach on a professional level. Better yet they should just give me the job even though I would fired on the first day because I would sexually harass Jason Taylor. One more thing I want to say before I go: to T. Minor there is a reason you keep getting traded by NFL teams. Even though you and I went to the same college I unlike you graduated.

Kisses,
Cameron

I'm Still Alive

2007-01-01T20:53:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!!!

I hope this New Year brings all of you everything your hearts desire. I just want to you to know that I couldn't have made it through last year if it wasn't for the joy and pleasure you have brought to me. OK, with that being said let me tell you what I have been up to this past month. For starters I had an accident. Don't worry I am perfectly fine. I am just a clumsy person who needs adult supervision. I got some bug up butt that I wanted to decorate my place for Christmas and I had a chair close to the edge of the stairs and as luck would have it I fell down the stairs. Now the funny thing about this was I went to the hospital emergency room and the nurses' thought I was some domestic violence victim. You should have seen them asking me "who did this to you." and me telling them that I really did just fall down the stairs and them replying "of course you fell down the stairs." This must have lasted about a solid twenty minutes before they gave up on me. But I did leave with some literature on the subject.

What else has been happening. I know you want to hear all about my New Year's Eve. Sorry you are going to have to wait for another post on that subject. All I can say; well all I can remember is that I was very talkative. Don't worry when I get all of the facts I will be more than happy to share it with you all. OK, I am getting sleepy now so I am going to end this post.

Before I go I want to thank all of you for emailing me and showing me how concerned all were for me. It really made me feel special. You guys are simply the best and I love you all.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Remember When MTV Was Good?

2006-11-27T19:33:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

How was every ones' Thanksgiving Holiday? Good I hope. I went home to spend time with my family. And well that was interesting to say the least. I have long believed that if it wasn't for the fact that we all look alike; I believe I was adopted. I will have to share my tales of Thanksgiving with you all another day. I have some football to talk with you. How many of you saw the N.D. vs. USC game? Was it just me or was that a boring game? I don't know what I was expecting but that wasn't it. I had more fun watching FSU loose to UF. Where was the explosive offense of N.D.? I couldn't help but laugh during the game, but is because USC's quarterbacks last name is Booty. Yep, his name is Booty. How precious is that?

Ok, last night I made the worst mistake of my life. I was flipping through the channels and stopped on MTV. They have this show called "My Super Sweet 16." Do I need to explain the premise of this show: Well to do teenagers spend their parents money on a lavish birthday parties, graduation parties, I got my first period parties, any kind of parties. Then on top of all that their parents buy them a car, or a trip, or get a musical group to perform at the party. One girl proudly announces that her parents spent at least $300,000.00 on her party. Did I mention that she got a 745 BMW along with the party? I don't even have a BMW....what is wrong with this picture. Remember when MTV used to play music videos? Remember when they first aired? They had VJs who knew about the music and the groups, they featured up and coming artist. What happened to MTV? I don't want to see Paris Hilton on MTV (I actually don't want to see Paris Hilton anywhere). I don't think they play music videos any more. Every time, I pass the channel they are showing some stupid shit. Maybe it is just me. Maybe I am getting old and I can't appreciate some stupid teenager who thinks they know it all...getting it all. I can honestly say this folks; I want my MTV...back.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

I'll Be Your Naughty Girl

2006-11-20T18:55:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

Sorry for the long delay but I have been one busy lady. I can not believe that it has been two weeks since my last post. I have to direct this first part to my friend Roger. I know he must be disappointed about Rutgers loss; I mean here they were poised for a BCS championship bowl game and they lost to Cincinnati. Now they are not even playing for The Big East Title game it must be real disappointing. I don't want to say that I told you so because that would not be right, especially since my Seminoles are having such an awful season. But I'm not that big of person so here it goes: I told you Rutgers wasn't going anywhere. I told you they weren't going to be playing for a National BCS game if anything they would be playing for the BCS Toyota Camry Classic. I should have bet you. Damn!

I have been going through something these past couple of weeks and I had to get out of system so this past Saturday night I went out on the town alone. Ok, let me be honest I was on the prowl. My usual in town "piece of ass" was hanging with his friends and I didn't feel like waiting for him. So, I decided to take the initiative. I put on my sexy little white dress; you know the one that is cut low in the front and cut lower in the back. You know the one where I have to sit in it a certain way....yea that little white dress. Shall I continue??? I decided to start my hunt at Skybar at the Shore Club this is a place where you go to see people and be seen by people. I spotted this couple and I knew that we would be spending the night together. This girl was so cute a little petite thing and he....well he was just my type. I sent over two glasses of champagne to the couple and invited them over to my lounge area. We talked for a little while drank some champagne and kissed, talked some more, drank some more and kissed some more. Finally we decided to take this back to their hotel room. I usually don't move that fast especially with strangers but you had to see this girl. I have had my fair share of threesomes and to the most extent they were alright, but this was something different. I was actually turned on the entire time I was with this couple. Watching him fuck her got me so wet that I was practically begging him to fuck me. When we finally finished at 10am I took a shower said my good-byes and drove back home. I took my time getting home that morning because I kept re-playing every moment back in my head. I had a hard time concentrating on the Dolphin game because every time I closed my eyes I kept seeing her on all fours with him just pounding her from behind. My only regret is that I didn't get their phone numbers; maybe that is a good thing because I would break them up. So, if by chance you come across a couple telling you about their wild night in Miami; please tell them that Cameron says hi and she is looking forward to a repeat performance.

Smooches,
Cameron

What Makes A Good Companion???

2006-11-06T18:14:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

How are we doing? Did everyone have a good weekend? I sure did my Seminoles won this weekend and the Hurricanes lost. So as you can imagine I am as happy as a pig in shit. That is just a little bit of my Southern side coming out.

OK, onto to a subject that I am sure I will get a lot of commentary on. What makes a companion...good? I have been thinking about this a lot lately because I have been asked to help a young lady out with her site. Don't worry not the girl who stole my site. I am more than pleased to do so because she is a very nice woman and I wish her a lot success. But in the interim I have been wondering what makes one girl special and another girl not? Is it the site? Is it the pictures? Is it the performance? Just what exactly is it? I have seen providers who claim that they are "courtesans", "world class", "exclusive". And to be fair I make a claim that I am exclusive. But what sets a good provider apart from the rest? I pride myself on being very respectful to all I meet. I try to answer all emails and return all phone calls in a timely fashion. I am even respectful to other providers who contact me on references; I never understood the point in being rude to someone who just wants to make sure they get back home to their family.

I want to make my encounters memorable. I don't like a "wham bam thank you ma'am session." If that is what you are looking for I suggest you go find a street walker for that. I want to get to know the gentleman who has taken time out of his busy schedule to meet with me. I want to make him feel like he is something special, not just a number. I want him to leave feeling like he didn't just pay for sex. I know that sounds very pollyanna of me but I think that is what sets "providers from companions." I am no run of the mill provider, I am someone that you spend your birthday with, I am someone you have dinner with. Anyone can get laid easily enough, but it is that rare person that you want to see time after time after time.

So my advice for anyone getting into this business is this: Put the money aside for a moment. You are always going to make money, but instead try to establish a way of communicating with your new gentleman friend. Send him the thank you e-card after a visit, drop him an email every now and then and if it his birthday get him present or send him a card. Those are things that will establish you and help you in the long run in this business.

I hope I didn't come across as to preachy and you know how I would love to hear what you all have to think on this subject.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

You Will Love This One

2006-10-30T08:09:00.000-08:00

Hello All,

What can say about my poor Bucs. We don't play well in cold weather, the wind was factor, or maybe this just isn't our season. Actually, I don't think it is any Florida football teams season except for maybe the University of Florida, and we all know how I feel about them. But I will say good effort and maybe next year. I went to the Super Bowl when the Bucs beat up on Oakland and from the little I remember(to much to drink)it was a good game.

OK, I have a funny story to share with all of you. I was in New Jersey visiting my brothers' family. Well, his wife is a former beauty queen who is always giving me unnecessary advice on how to attract a man. One of these days I will share some of the things she has told me. Anyway, their next door neighbors is a gay couple named John and Steve. Very nice guys who have actually babysat my twin nephews on occasion. Well, my sister-in-law says to my brother last night how come we are not more like John and Steve; they hold hands and shop together and are just so in love. My brother, god bless his heart, says to her you want us to be more like John and Steve; well if you let me fuck you in the ass we can be more like John and Steve. I almost passed out from laughing so hard, I thought she was going to kick me out her house. It is glad to see that marriage and children haven't changed my brother one bit.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Girls Who Can Not Think For Themselves

2006-10-29T07:32:00.002-08:00

Hello All,

How is everyones weekend so far? Good I hope. I have had a very busy week. I am currently in Jersey getting ready to attend the Bucs/Giants game. I am keeping hope alive that the Bucs can pull out a victory but after watching my beloved Seminoles loose last night to Maryland I seriously doubt it. Anyway this entry is not about football.

I have a serious problem and I really need some advice on how to handle the situation. A young lady who goes by the name of Leilani recently contacted me about wanting to be my protege. I was very flattered until she mentioned and I quote:"I copied yours for lack of time to make up my own words." I swear I had to do a double take. Then I went to her site and sure as the sky is blue she copied everything word for word. If you don't believe me check out her site for yourself: www.sofiz2k8dislanddiamond.com. I have gotten in touch with her urging her to change the text and also the entire site. I have a problem with showing "the pink", all over the internet. I believe you should leave some things to the imagination. In this business your reputation is all you have and I have worked very hard on my reputation for it not to be stolen by some here today gone tomorrow escort.

As I mentioned I am very upset over this matter. I have made post on TER and sent her an email about the site. I really don't know what else to do so any advice on the matter is greatly appreciated. I would have been more than happy to help her with her text if she had asked me, but this is just unacceptable behavior.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Ps: Lets go Bucs!!!!!

Al Fin de Semana (At the End of The Week)

2006-10-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

How is everyone doing? Good I hope. Is everyone excited about the weekend? I know I am. I have absolutely no plans but to park my cute little tushie on my couch and watch football. I have told my friends not call me unless Michael Jordan, Alex Rodriguez or David Beckham is in town and they are looking for me.

I had to do something this morning that I hate to do: I went grocery shopping at the local supermarket.....Pick-Up Publix. On the list of things that I hate to do, grocery shopping in number one. Never will you find more rude people confined in one place. There is absolutely no etiquette in grocery shopping. Now you might ask me why I call it Pick Up Publix??? Well that is simple because if you saw what the women wore to go buy bread and water you would be amazed. One time I wore a dress in there and this guy followed me all throughout the store and even to my car. I finally asked him what the hell he thought he was doing. Then he replied in this voice "I just want to know if you need some help." In kind I replied back and said if you really wanted to help me; you would have bought my groceries while you were standing behind me in line. I probably would have given you my phone number and you might have gotten laid tonight, but you didn't and now you are going to have to go home and jerk off to what would have been a fantastic way to start off the day.

I hate grocery shopping!!!

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Breakdown

2006-10-13T20:41:00.000-07:00

This past week has somewhat been a stressful one for me. It had me reflecting on a lot of decisions I have made in my life; some good, some bad and some so so. I want to thank all of you who have posted on my diary page and who sent emails to me. My friend is doing a little bit better, everyday I can see her confidence coming back.

I am going to share a little of myself; for those of you who are interested in getting to know me better. I went through a similar incident like this one many years ago it feels like. What go me through those hard times was writing. I wrote this particular poem that expressed my feelings and I would like to share it with you:

You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was ok
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and scared to me

So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Because I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise until I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I break down and cry

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

What do Men Want....Really???

2006-10-11T06:19:00.000-07:00

I know I am probably going to get a lot of commentary about this post, but I really need someone to explain the opposite sex to me. Are men really from Mars and women from Venus? I only ask; because I have a good friend crying her eyes out in my spare bedroom because some man.....wait let me correct that, because some boy has broken her heart. I know that relationships are hard work, but with that being said there is a right way and a wrong way to do something.

I am not sure as to what happen between my friend and this guy who she met a little over a year ago. They started off fine from on outsiders observation. I know he lived up North and she lived down here in Florida and maybe that contributed to the demise of the relationship. I do know that my friend wasn't and still isn't looking for a boyfriend, she just wanted someone to hang out with, catch a game with, go on vacation with. Just be with someone who wasn't go to make things complicated. Well, things started to change for them after New Year's and they went their separate ways after her birthday. Oh did mention she took him to Mexico for his "30th" birthday. But and maybe this is her fault; she still wanted to be friends with this guy because she really liked hanging out with him. Well a couple a weeks ago she asked him to her a simple favor. And I can honestly say that to this day she is still waiting. My friend, Antoinette, feels so bad that she can't even get a return phone call from this jerk. She is not asking to borrow money, or asking for a place to stay; she just wants to know some places to eat and some sights to see when she goes on vacation and that doesn't warrant a return phone call.

I will be the first to admit I do not know what happened in their relationship. I know it cuts both ways,but they still chose to hang out with each other after they decided to go their separate ways. And if he had such a problem then he should have said something to her instead of ignoring her and making her feel like shit. You know what my friend said to me last night in between tears: "I must be a really awful person." No your not!!! I will admit once again I don't know what happened in that relationship but unless she stabbed him, burned down his house and ran over his mother with a car there is no plausible, rationale excuse for that behavior. Look if he didn't want to talk her anymore so be it; he could've given her the information she requested and then said don't call him anymore.

I hate seeing people upset over stupidness (especially ones I care about). Maybe it is me, maybe it is because I am woman. Do men really think that ignoring the situation is the best way to handle something? Or maybe he gets his kicks doing stuff like that. I don't know but I wish someone would explain it to me so that I can explain it to my friend.

Kisses,
Cam

My Apology

2006-10-09T09:08:00.000-07:00

If you happen to live up North I am feeling very sorry for you today. It just happens to be a beautiful postcard day here in Florida. The weather is about 78'degrees and the sky is so blue with the white puffy clouds. Just another day in paradise..LOL.

This past weekend I was hanging out with my married friend Charlotte, because I had to tell her what happened to me this past Thursday. Anyway, we were watching some football and I noticed that Charlotte kept commenting on how sexy the players were. This didn't bother me at first because the ones she was commenting on were very cute. But as the game continued she started rated them on a "would I do them scale". It went something like this: Reggie Bush, I would definitely do him; Chad Pennington, I would do him if no else would find out; Jason Taylor,I would do him on the 50 yard line. At first it was very funny I even joined in and gave my picks, but then I thought what a sexist pig you are. Here these poor men are going out weekend after weekend and risking injury just so you can rate them on a "do me scale". I said to,Charlotte, you should be ashamed of yourself. How would you feel if some guy rated you on a scale? She walked over to her fence and asked her neighbor on a scale of one to ten what number would she get on the do me factor. Her neighbor gave her a eight(her hair wasn't done), she looked at me and said "I feel great, I got an eight and my hair wasn't even done."

I have to apologize to all you men out there that I mentally scored in my mind. You are more than: his ass looks really good in those slacks. You are more than: he has such beautiful blue eyes. You are more than: I wonder how good he is at "DATY". At that moment I woke up....Got ya!

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

A Very Funny Story

2006-10-06T07:18:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

How is everyone doing? Good I hope. I have a very very funny story to share with all of you, but before I do that I have to talk about last nights game between Florida State and North Carolina State. I am beginning to think that Bobby Bowden is being blackmailed by Drew Rutherford. Because there is no way this kid can be so awful for so long and not be benched. I don't want to hear that bleeding heart crap of give the kid a chance he has no offensive line to back him up. That is not true he has two great wide receivers and a running back that was the highest recruit in the state of Florida. Did you see that game? We were down by four with fifteen minutes left in the game. Instead of playing it safe and getting steady yards so that you could throw it into the end zone. We decided on the second play of the series to throw long and ofcourse NC State picked us off. Now I didn't play football when I was a little girl but I know enough to realize that if your receiver is covered by a sea of red shirts and you are wearing white shirts maybe you shouldn't throw it to him especially when you have another receiver who is completely wide open. I don't know maybe that is just me.

Ok on to my funny story. Last night I went to the grand opening of the Carnival Center for the Performing Arts in Miami. I had gotten these tickets a long time ago and it was to benefit a great cause; Breast Cancer. Which by the way, I have decided to donate half of my proceeds from every trip this month to the National Breast Cancer Society. My one friend Charlotte could not go with me because she had another engagement so I took my other friend Teneal (no relation to the Captain). Now, it is been about a solid year since Teneal and I have hung out so I really forgot that she has a problem with alcohol. We go into the hall which is just beautiful; it is a 2100 seat hall and the center stage is retractable. To simply put it is breathtaking. Our table just happened to be in the center and we were seated with a girl from South Miami that neither one of us knew. As the night progressed she was complaining about how there were no decent men around and every man she meets is gay. My friend without skipping a beat says to her:"you don't shoot all the dogs because one has fleas (in her best Southern accent) and maybe you shouldn't blame the guys you meet but you should blame your pussy instead for attracting those type of guys." At that moment the entire building went quite and I felt all eyes on me. It reminded me of that Eddie Murphy movie with Grace Jones in it where she kept saying, "pussy, pussy, pussy." I tired to get up from the table but my dress got caught in the chair and I fell flat on my face. I have to laugh at myself because at best I would have gone through the evening as the girl who sat at that table but NOW I will be referred to as the girl who not only sat at that table but who fell on flat on her face.

I could go on to tell you all about how I really embarrassed myself while trying to do the electric slide. I am sorry but yours truly was not blessed with the "rhythm" gene. I feel I have divulged enough information for one day. Besides I don't want anyone to get the wrong impression of me; you know that I like to hang out with vulgar women, fall in very public places and realize that I can't dance. I have a reputation to maintain.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cam

What a Great Weekend!!!

2006-10-02T15:40:00.000-07:00

I have to say this past weekend was one of the best weekends I have had in a very long time. It was a great weekend for football both on the collegiate level and the pros. But before I get into a heated debate on football I have a little story to share with all. This past week I had the great privilege of speaking with my good friend "Steve". It was great because we hadn't spoken in a long time. This story will make him laugh.

I went to see my nephew play flag football Saturday morning. I mean this kid is one to keep an eye out for. At thirteen he is already 5'8" tall and great wide receiver. Unfortunately, his parents want him to go to the University of Florida for college. I took along my gay friend, Mark, because he promised me brunch after the game. The game was held in this town named Davie, which is not known for its tolerant views. This is the same town that had the nerve to called Miami Dolphins defensive end Jason Taylor the "N" word. So, when I showed up I felt it was my duty to stir things up a little. Mid-way through the second quarter of the game I started in on my friend Mark. I was joking ofcourse, but I asked why he was leaving me...is it because I am black and what about the baby. I had all of these people looking at me. I even had a couple wanting to adopt my baby. However, my little niece didn't find it funny. She started to get upset because she thought that I was upset and she didn't understand why anybody would want to hurt me. What can I say the kid just loves me!! I told her that I was playing with Mark and he wasn't really mad me and then I asked her if she stopped crying we would go to Toys-r-us and get her a new Barbie. Before I could blink my eyes she had stopped crying and trying to get me to get her two Barbies; because as she puts it she was really really upset.

Now onto one of my favorite subjects: Football. I was pretty pleased with this weekends results except for one team: the Miami Dolphins. Now I am not a fan of the team by no means they always seem to let you down. This year is no different; at least they started early and not waited until the end of the season. I had mentioned that they wouldn't be any better because they had Dante Culpepper. If anything they have gotten worse because of him. He is an overrated quaterback; this is a guy who barley made the cut to finish playing at UCF because he couldn't maintain a 2.0 GPA. After he ran of Randy Moss from Minnesota he still couldn't perform. I know some of you are going to email me saying that he was injured but hell every football player gets injured...its part of the profession. He leads the league in qb sacks. I think he is something like third for interceptions. Saban should have went with Marcus Vick at least he can scramble out of pocket. I also don't want to hear about how the Dolphins aren't doing well because they don't have Ricky Williams, because that is a none issue. They new they weren't getting Ricky since the offseason and last season when he was there he was a non-factor as well.

All I am saying that for those of you who thought that Miami was going to be in the Super Bowl because the Super Bowl is down here in Miami, well that fantasy just isn't going to come true. Better luck next year!!!

Hug & Kisses,
Cameron

Give me Break.....Please

2006-09-28T17:03:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone,

I just want to thank all of you for the positive feedback on my new pictures. I have to apologize for taking my sweet time in getting them online, but better late than never.

Lets see what should we talk about today. OK, I have a good one. I am going to have to go on a rant and since this is my diary I have a right to do so. I just came back from Nashville/Memphis today and I have to say what a great trip. I wasn't able to see Graceland, but that will give me incentive to go back there again. But with a little happiness sorrow has to come and here is my sorrow. Now I know it is trivial and in the whole context of things I understand where they are coming from, but give me a break. As I was coming back home to Miami today, my flight was leaving out of Nashville at 6am. I decided to stay up all night so that I wouldn't miss my flight. Now I have to admit that this might have contributed to my dilemma. For those of you who know me I travel a lot and I know what the rules are for what you can bring on the plane and what you can't. The FAA has recently seen fit to grant us the priviledge of bringing lotion and water and some various liquids on the plane as long as they are 3ozs. I have a little travel size bottle of hand lotion and a travel size of hand sanatazier both under 3oz. As I was going through the line my bag was selected for "additional screening" ok no problem you do what you have to do. This lady who I don't know what her problem was this morning but decided to "try" to make my life difficult. She took my bag and emptied out all of the contents on the counter I still remained clam. Then she proceeded to go through my wallet and I am not exaggerating here she took out my credit cards one by one. I asked her what she was doing and she told me this was part of her job. Ok, lets be for real here you know what was coming out of mouth next. I told her I didn't think so,there is was no need for her to go through my wallet like that. So after we exchanged pleasantries she then came to my make-up bag. Where I have a compact, three lip glosses, eye shadow, lotion, hand sanitizer, and a blush brush. This lady decides to take my lotion, hand sanitizer, and my two Chanel lip glosses. I asked her what she was doing once again and she told me that I am not allowed to have these things on the plane. I told her that I could have them on with me because they are under 3ozs. She then told me that they need to be in a zip lock bag. Once again give me a break as if to say that a zip lock baggy is going to deter any type of bomb; unless that baggy is made out of kryptonite I don't see what the difference is. Now you know I had to say something to this lady who for whatever reason had a problem with me. I told her that I didn't really care if she threw away my lotion and hand gel but you are not going to throw away my lip gloss. I told her that from her extensive and thorough search of my bag she can clearly see that I have no bomb or any type of explosive device on me and that my lip gloss was practically finished and if she proceeded to go down this path well we were all going to be on the news today because nobody was going to be getting out of this airport. She then asked me if I was making a threat; I told her that I haven't made a threat yet but I if she needed clarification I would be more than happy to oblige her. She looked at me and I looked at her and she handed me my lip gloss back and told me to have a nice flight.

You know I wouldn't have gotten rude like that but she had it coming to her. What I really felt like saying was: "here is $80.00 you can go home for the day." but then I really would have been on the news. Look I am all for security and safety especially since I fly out every week, but I think you have to take a rationale approach to such matters if you are going to ban things then ban them. What difference does it make if you buy water inside the gate or at the local Walgreen's? It is still water? A zip lock bag; has that what it has come down to? Our safety rest in zip lock bags.....Give me a break!

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

They Are Finally Done!!

2006-09-22T07:25:00.000-07:00

Well, I know that I have taken my own sweet time in getting this done, but they are finally done and off to my web master. The new photos of me should be on my site by the beginning of next week. I hope you all like them.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Can You Find Love In This Business???

2006-09-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

I had my weekly girls night out with some other women in this profession last night. And to my surprise one of the women announced that she was retiring from the business. I was so happy for her and when I asked her what she would be doing she told us that she was not going to be doing anything. She is going to be living with one of her clients and he has promised to take care of her. Now to my surprise I didn't say a thing. And before the hate mail starts coming my way let me explain.

I was surprised at myself for not saying anything to my friend, because if I were to be honest I was jealous. I have always said that this wasn't a "career" but a means to an end. Well, someone has found that means to an end and who am I to pooh-pooh all over it. Who am I to question her motives, I mean maybe she is really in love with this person who from an outsider looking in has treated her magnificently. He has taken her all over the world, helped her with her education, been a shoulder to cry on, he has been everything that a woman wants in a man.

I have always been under the impression that you shouldn't fall for your clients (I have to come up with another word) because it just leads to more problems. I have met some absolutely wonderful people in my line of work, and I swear that if we had met under different circumstances I would be theirs' in a New York minute. But something has always held me back from taking that next step. One could make the assumption that it is fear....fear of what I don't know. Maybe I am so used to doing things on my own terms that I don't feel the need to compromise. But that isn't true either. I would love to find someone that I would WANT to compromise for. There is this big misconception about me: that I am against love and I hate men. That simply isn't true. I love men and I love..love. I get lonely so many times especially when I come home from a trip and I walk into an empty home. So you know what I say kudos to my friend I wish her nothing but the most happiness that life has to offer. She has found something that many of us have only dreamed of. She has found something that has turned into a $200 billion industry because we are all looking for it in one form or another.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

A Good Reason For Lying On The Couch

2006-09-18T20:00:00.000-07:00

This past weekend was an interesting one to say the least. With ALL of my college football teams loosing this weekend: (Norte Dame, North Carolina, Miami, Florida State). I decided to watch some classic movies on television. Ofcourse, my favorite channel for watching an old black and white is TCM (Turner Classic Movies). The movie that I happened to watch on Saturday was Tennessee William's, Cat On A Hot Tin Roof.

Here is my review of one of my favorite Paul Newman movies. This is the classic cinematic version of Tennessee Williams's breathtaking play about a crazed southern family torn apart by greed. Larger-than-life patriarch Big Daddy (Burl Ives) lays dying, and the members of his brood clamor for the inheritance. Paul Newman is Brick, the alcoholic son struggling in the shadow of his powerful father, and Elizabeth Taylor is Maggie, Brick's lingerie-clad temptress of a wife who will do anything for the love of her cold husband. Brick's younger brother, Gooper (Jack Carson), and his wife, Mae (Madeleine Sherwood), strive for Big Daddy's approval, but even though they have children and a successful marriage, Big Daddy is dedicated to Brick, a former football star with his own personal demons. Tensions mount as the family is forced together under one roof, where secrets are revealed and relationships are lost and found. Elizabeth Taylor and Paul Newman's performances serve as cinematic icons; the heat and hatred between them ignites the screen, fueled by Tennessee Williams's insightful and brilliant dialogue.

The 1958 film adaptation of Williams' drama earned, Newman, his first Oscar nomination; one of seven for the film. Some of the more controversial elements of Williams' melodrama were downplayed in the film version so as not to ruffle the censors of the era. But it still remains a steamy, haunting piece of filmmaking. If you have never seen this movie I suggest you go out and rent it you will not be disappointed in the performances.

Until Next Time
Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Leave This To The Professionals

2006-09-11T21:45:00.000-07:00

Hello All,

How is everyone doing? Good I hope. I have had one very busy week. It seems that everyone I know has a birthday in September. Needless to say, my dance card is full this month. But I do have a very funny story to share with all. My best friend in the entire world (Marisol) celebrated her "28th" birthday......Again, on the 4th of Sept. This year she decided that she was going to come down my way and we were going out to celebrate her fabulousness (I don't think that is a word, but who cares it is my story). Now I have been a very good person all year long. I haven't done anything out of the ordinary in such a long time that I needed to blow off some steam. So, I decided that we were going to be celebrities on our outing. Well, I was going to be the celebrity and she was coming along for the ride.

I had tired this once before and it went well; until Will Smith came by our table and informed me that I wasn't who I said I was. So, we had to leave the club very very quickly. This time around I wasn't going to make any mistakes. I called up my friend who owns a limousine company and asked if he could loans us a car. I then pretended to be the assistant of the celebrity I am pretending to be; to get VIP treatment to into the hottest club on South Beach. I then called up a couple more of my gal pals and said lets go out tonight. You know celebrities always have an entourage with them. Next I proceeded to go to get my make-up done professionally....I have to look the part right.

Ok, so now it is night time and I am ready to put my plan into action. I have on the right dress and shoes, my hair is done and if I must say so myself I am bringing sexy back. Even my girls are looking fantastic we brought along a couple of guys with us to play the role of bodyguards. Now I am not going to tell you which celebrity I was impersonating; you are going to have to guess and write in. I will say this we had the ultimate VIP treatment. They rolled out the red carpet for us, gave us free champagne all night long, they gave us this exclusive VIP booth where you could look down and see the entire club. At one point in the night the DJ even mentioned that we were in the club. How precious is that??? People were trying to take our pictures with their cell phone cameras. It was just crazy!!!!! I haven't had fun like this since my days at FSU.

Let me sum it for you like this:
One Marc Jacobs sexy black dress $825
One pair of sexy black Jimmy Choo shoes $1375
Helping celebrate your best friend turn "28" again........Priceless.

Here is a hint she once did a movie with Will Smith shot here in Miami.

Good luck guessing,
Cameron

You Can Kiss Both Sides Of My Ass...

2006-08-30T20:10:00.000-07:00

This is the last time that I am going to address this ridiculous subject anymore. I really don't know who the hell you are or what the hell is your problem, but I suggest you seek professional help and soon. I don't need to make phony post on my own site and if you don't agree with the things on "MY SITE" then I suggest you don't look at it anymore. My friends Steve and Biker Bob came to my defense because you were completely out of line, out of touch with reality and just being an idiot.

I call myself a princess because I am a princess. I give respect and I demand respect back. If you had done any type of research on me before you went on a tirade you would fine that I am one of the nicest people in this business. Better yet, if you read my site like you profess that you did you would see that my companionship is not for everyone; certainly not for you. I left your comments up on my site because I want people to see what a delusional little man you are and that you have nothing better to do with your time than insult people on matters you know absolutely nothing about.

I hope I have myself perfectly clear, but I could use smaller words if it would help you to understand that what you think of me means absolutely nothing. To simply put it you can kiss both sides of this "princess" ass.

Cam

Take A Deep Breath Cam!!

2006-08-30T07:37:00.000-07:00

I usually don't respond to narrow minded people because I feel it is a waist of time, but I am going to respond to a comment someone wrote on my diary. Now I am not going to take down his comments because he has a right to say what he feels, but I am going to defend myself and help him understand why I said what I said.

First off; who the hell do you think you are impuning my friendship. If I wasn't this girls friend I wouldn't have gone to the wedding in the first place. If I wasn't her friend I wouldn't have gone up there four days before her wedding to help her decorate because I knew shouldn't could afford to hire someone. If I wasn't her friend I wouldn't have flown her first class put up her in a suite at the Bellagio for her bridal shower when I went to Las Vegas a couple months ago.

Now I am not saying these things to get accolades or anything else. Mr. Journeyman, you have completely missed the entire point. I was proud that my friend asked me to be in her wedding. I am even more proud that despite the fact these two people who don't have a dime to their names decided to get married and wanted all of their friends and family their to witness this special occasion.

The point you narrow minded fool is this: It doesn't matter if your wedding cost $5,000,000 or $500 dollars all that matters is that you love this person you are pledging to be with the rest of your life. I realized that my friend was in love and the least that I could do was help make her special day as special as it could be and if it meant wearing a dress that I personally wouldn't have picked out so be it.

So don't you dare tell me that I am a shallow person; you don't know me and as for you not wanting to see me. Trust me when I say this will not be loosing any sleep over the matter. You are someone I would never want to see much less be in my company.

And for those you who stood up for me and let this idiot have it. Thanks! you understand the power of friendship, loyalty and most importantly LOVE.

Cameron Leigh

Norman Rockwell, Barney on Crack, And other stuff

2006-08-29T02:52:00.000-07:00

Ok, let me fill you all in on what has been happening to me. I am not sure if you can tell but I am making this post at 5:47am so if my spelling is off or I don't make any sense you know the reason why. Let us begin:

I went to the Midwest a couple of weeks ago and I had a blast! I don't know I think the North might have some competition for favorite destination. As you all know I love being spoiled and those Midwestern gentleman know how to get to my heart....just feed me. I didn't get a chance to sample their world renown BBQ but don't worry I will on the next trip. As I was leaving Kansas City and heading toward Omaha I noticed how beautiful it was out there. I stopped off in a little town named "Cameron" I am serious I am not making it up. The people were so nice and friendly it was something out of a Norman Rockwell painting small town America all it needed was a John Melloncamp song playing in the background. As I continued on my drive I noticed the vast farm lands of corn, beans, soy beans, maybe even lettuce. It got me thinking: is this what Truman Capote saw when he wrote In Cold Blood all of these fields of amber waves of grain. By the way that is a very good book to read, very graphic very detailed. Before I grow up I am going to get in my car and travel all across this country.

Now this past week I was up in Albany,NY attending one of my soroity sister's wedding. Now if you can't hear the joy and happiness in my voice it is because well to simply put it I hated the wedding. Let me describe this tacky affair to you. First off neither one of them has any money but they wanted the Princess Diana wedding. Then she had the nerve to pick out the ugliest dresses she could find. I think she went to the bridal salons and said give me something you wouldn't bury your worst enemy in. My dress was this dark dark purple taffeta with ruffles on the collar that gathered at the waist and it was tea length. I looked like Barney on Crack!!! If there is a picture of me in that dress I will pay any amount of money to get it back. But that is not the worst of it...did I mention I had matching dark dark purple shoes and ribbons in my hair. Yes, I said ribbons in my hair. But wait that is not the worst of it. My escort for this lovely affair was a nice gentleman who suffered from chronic body order and rotten teeth. Now I know that I am not the prize at the county fair (especially in that dress), but if I knew that my teethe were rotting I wouldn't be smiling and trying to kiss everyone. Yes, you guessed it he tried to kiss me. I am going to give him the benefit of the doubt and say he got a little tipsy off of the sparkling wine and didn't know any better. I am going to put a moratorium on attending weddings for the remainder of the year.

To make matters worse I didn't get upgraded on my flight back home. I had to sit in coach; I felt like I was being punished, as if to say attending that wedding wasn't punishment enough. I told you I was spoiled! Then I had to wait 25 minutes for my bag and when I finally got my luggage I was stuck in traffic trying to get home. Do you feel sorry for me yet? On the bright side no one talked to me on the plane and I was able to get some sleep.

I am home now, waiting for Tropical Storm Ernesto to pass then I will be off to New Orleans. I hope all is well everyone and I will be posting soon.

Smooches,
Cameron

A Quick Way To End The Conversation

2006-08-15T19:45:00.000-07:00

A funny thing happened to me this morning on my way out to Kansas City. The morning started out the same as it always does when I leave for a trip. I got to the airport on time and I actually found a decent parking space. I was upgraded on my outbound trip to KC via Dallas. However, I was sitting next to the most talkative man at 6:45 in the morning. I mean this guy told me where he was going, what he was going to do, how he was going to do it...the conversation seemed like it was never going to end. So, I had to take matters into my own hands because he clearly wasn't getting the hint that I wanted to go to sleep. Finally, he asked me what I did for a living. I have always found that question to be a little intrusive, but since I wanted so desperately to go to sleep I thought I would answer it. I looked this perfect stranger in the eye and said: "Sex is one the three best things I do, and I don't know what the other two are maybe you could help me find out."

Needless to say that ended the conversation and I was able to go back to sleep.

Kisses,
Kinky Cam

Nice Girls Finish Last

2006-08-10T17:15:00.000-07:00

I guess it is really true that men do like bitches. So, I am going to have to make some changes in how I do business from now on. From now on I am going to be collecting deposits, unless I have seen you before. I am sorry that a few bad apples for lack of a better term have ruined it for others. Simply put no deposit no appointment no exceptions.

This change has come about because of my recent trip. Two gentlemen contacted me wanting to set up appointments, I didn't contact them....they contacted me. I sent out my usual confirmation email and everything was fine. Come the day of the appointment neither one of them showed up. To make it more insulting no phone call, no email, no nothing. Needless to say that I will never see these gentlemen again. You know a little common courtesy goes a long way.

Please refer to the "Rates and Services" page of my website for information about deposits, cancellations, and refunds. Thank you for your understanding and cooperation in this matter.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

She's No Virgin

2006-08-07T07:36:00.000-07:00

I want to thank all of you who have called and sent me get well wishes. And against my better judgment I went out Saturday nite to see the lovely, but needs to be in therapy, Mariah Carey. How should I describe this event? First off her tickets were outrageously over priced. She started the show an hour and a half late, she must have changed her clothes at least seven times and she only did a handful of her old material. With that being said it was still the best concert I have been to this year!!! I mean her voice is just incredible, she can hit so many different octaves and the depth of her vocal range is to be admired. Nobody can write or sing a better "why did you leave me", love song like her. Ok, so now I am going to have to add her to the top ten list of best live performances:

1) Sade @ the Hollywood Bowl 1995
2) Patty LaBelle @ the West Palm Beach Performing Arts Center 1997
3) Madonna's Last Farewell Tour AAA in Miami 2002
4) Paul McCartney in Ft. Lauderdale 2003
5) Keith Sweat in Ft. Lauderdale 1996
6) Lenny K. not sure where I saw him 2004
7) Prince Greatest Hits Tour Atlanta 2005
8) Gloria Estefan Farewell Miami 2005
9) Mariah Carey in Miami 2006
10)Elton John in Las Vegas @ Cesar's Palace 2005

If you have your own list please feel free to share it with me. Until next time take care.

Cam

Long Time Gone

2006-08-04T17:47:00.000-07:00

I know it has been a while since I made my last post, but I have been under the weather, hurt my back, and had an intruder in my house. Before, you all get worried let me explain. I came back from Boston and I have to be the only person who can get a cold in 100'degree weather. Then I don't know what the hell I did but I hurt my back to where I couldn't lay down or turn to my right side. And on top of all that this past Wednesday I had an intruder invade my palace. Luckily, my next door neighbor came to my rescue and killed the little critter for me. I think it might be time I get a man....on second thought I will just a cat.

Anyway, I am beginning to feel a little better. To be honest I don't care if I am not feeling better. I am going to see the 40-year old tramp tomorrow night, aka, Mariah Carey. I can't wait to see what she is going to wear, and what songs she is going to perform, and what poor unsuspecting trapped in the closet gay man she is going to pull up on stage. Stay tuned for my review.

This week I am off to King of Prussia, PA. It has been about a year since I have been there. I like Philadelphia, as far as big cities go it still manages maintain its own identity. Hopefully, it will be a successful trip.

OK, I have talked your ear off long enough so I am going to say goodnite. I hope all of you have a wonderful and safe weekend.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Week In Review

2006-07-22T17:40:00.000-07:00

Well, I just finished a grueling week. I did my tour of the South and to save on expenses I decided to drive some of the way. I would not recommend doing that! Even though I live in Florida and you have to drive to everything, I live in an area of town that, for at least me, everything in in a 4 mile radius. So driving to Greenville, SC and Birmingham, AL was a somewhat of a stretch for me.

This upcoming week I am off to Boston, MA. It has been a long time since I have been back to Boston. As a matter of fact, Boston was one of the very first places I visited when I decided to become a companion. So to say the least, I am very much looking forward to seeing old friends and making new ones.

For those of you who have been asking me when I am going to put up the new pics on my site. It will be soon! I know I keep saying that but keep in mind I have over 700 pics to go through and narrow it down to 15. That is a very long and time consuming process so please be patient and I promise I will get them up there as soon as possible.

Well, I hope all of you have a wonderful upcoming week. Try not to work to hard and play to little.

Hug & Kisses,
Cameron

Cult of Diana

2006-07-13T18:21:00.000-07:00

I just finished reading a very interesting book by New York Times columnist, Maureen Dowd titled Are Men Necessary;When The Sexes Are Equal. The book basically challenges the traditional roles of the genders. As more and more women are breaking the "glass ceiling" do men feel threatened????

As the book explored this topic it question all traditional roles of the genders. And it lead to an interesting theory that maybe one day in the far,far,far future men will be obsolete....sort of a "Cult of Diana" where men will be there just for us women as trophies, as status symbols, as entertainment....etc.

I mean think of it. Women who are self sufficient. Women who can reproduce without men. Women who run the world in lieu of men (imagine what that would be like). I mean as society has progressed so has the roles of women. I mean now in some households women make more money than their significant others. They are running fortune 500 companies, racing in NASCAR events, buying homes, starting small businesses. There is really no stopping women....we want it all and we demand it all.

If you get a chance pick up the book and read it. And please let me know what you think about a world without men.

Hugs & Kisses,
Cameron

Stay The Night

2006-07-10T17:39:00.000-07:00

You're kissing me and saying I'm the one you need to keep you warm and lay with you tonight
Baby I feel the same way, I don't want to leave I want to hold you close and feel your love
But I don't want to play myself, because I know you are with someone else and don't need complications in my life
And I don't want to fall back in and get caught up in you again, boy I'm so conficted in my mind

You keep saying stay the night, just let me hold til the morning light, its cold outside and much to late to drive
You know I need baby I'm so lost without your love

Obviously, procrastinating just to be close to you a little longer
It's hard for me to break away from you baby never could resist you and I still haven't learned how
I don't want to be a fool but it's hard when it comes to you and I'm feeling vulnerable tonight
I don't want to miss the chance of reliving our sweet romance boy I'm so confused down deep inside.

What Happens In Vegas Doesn't Always Stay In Vegas

2006-07-07T09:32:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone, well I just came back from a wonderful girls weekend in Vegas. I get together once a year with my soroity sisters from college and we have a fantastic weekend together. This year we decided to go to Las Vegas to bring some "culture" to the town. I know this might surprise some of you but I actually did some gambling, but I did control myself and when the money was gone I stopped.
My friends and I went to see the newest Cirque de Solei production "Love" based on the music of the Beatles'. What a magnificent show!!! I mean the things these people can do with their bodies is simply amazing. But that wasn't the most interesting part of the evening. After the show we decided to hit some of the hottest night spots on the Vegas strip. As my luck would have it I happened to run into a former lover. What is the famous Humphrey Bogart line "of all the gin joints in the world, she happened to walk into this one".

All I can say is thank God I was looking my best; because this person made a bee line to come and talk to me. I found it comical because this was the same person who left me for another. I guess living well is truly the best revenge. Maybe this will inspire me to write a beautiful poem stay tuned for further developments.

Besos,
Cameron

Grabbing Life By the Horns

2006-06-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

I just came back from a wonderful trip to Montreal. I went up there for the Montreal Grand Prix, I was actually fortunate enough to go to the races. I have to say this isn't anything like NASCAR.

I have so many ideas going through this pretty little head of mine. In the next couple of months I will be doing some changes to the site. I have been meaning to update my pics and add a couple of new features. Also, I have been toying with the idea of having a pay site. I have come up with some very good ideas or at least I think so.

I would love to hear what ideas you gentleman have for my paysite. Take care and I hope everyone has a wonderful week.

Kisses,
Cameron Leigh

Lets Go Heat!!!

2006-06-20T17:40:00.000-07:00

To anyone who knows me knows that I am not a basketball fan, but tonight is a special occasion. Tonight the Miami Heat could possibly walk away with the NBA title. That would be a tremendous accomplishment considering that team was down by two games before they came back to Miami. And as the statisticians have pointed out no team has ever come back 0-2 to win the title. With that being said LET'S GO HEAT!!!

Kisses,
Cameron Leigh

Out of Africa

2006-06-19T17:49:00.000-07:00

I know it has been a while since I have made a post, but I can assure you that I have been very busy. Some of you may or may not have known this but I took a much needed vacation. This time around I decided to pamper myself and go to Africa. I have to tell you that it was everything that I had imagined it to be. I would recommend that before you pass from this earth you should make a journey to Africa it is a magical place. For the remainder of this I am going to share a little bit of my journey with you. I am sorry if this is long but you simply can't describe this is in a couple of sentences. So let us start!!!

I started my vacation by going to Kenya. If you are interested in doing a safari I suggest you go to www.kenya.com there you will find all the information you need to start your own safari dream vacation. I stayed at wonderful hotel in Nairobi which is where you will find the best game observing. The name of the hotel was the Hotel Serena which is near the Amboseli Park which just happens to be home of the Maasai tribe. The park is a relatively small park by native standards. Now a quick history lesson: Amboseli means "salty dust" in the Maasai language. The park is just absolutely beautiful it has volcanic ash from the eruptions of Mount Kimimanjaro a millennium ago.

One of the parks we went to was the Maasai Mara. I was told that when it comes to game viewing there is nowhere in Africa richer in wildlife, or more eventful in encounters than the Mara. As its name would suggest the Maasai Mara is also home to the fabled Maasai peoples. Traditionally, the Maasai rarely hunt and live alongside wildlife in harmony is an important part of their beliefs. The Mara is AWESOME, a place where Maasai warriors share the plains with hunting lions.

On the second half of my vacation I traveled to South Africa, a place I have always wanted to see ever since I was a little child. Here I felt such peace, calm and reserve. I fantazied about moving there and just starting life all over again. This was probably my favorite part of my vacation. So with out any more hesitation let me share a little bit of South Africa with you:

South Africa boasts a unique cultural mix, a history marked by heroism and struggle and in impressive array of heritage sites. Not least the Cradle of Humankind, it is believed that this is the earliest ancestors came from. I enjoyed going to the town of Franschoek. Situated in the heart of the Cape Winelands, Franschoek is a little bit of France in Africa. Settled by French Huguenots who fled religious persecution in the 1700s, it is famed for its brilliant restaurants, five-star guest houses and excellent wineries (don't worry I brought enough bottles homes to open up my own winery). This area is second to Cape Town as the culinary heart of South Africa.

My most memorable part of my South African tour was going to Robben Island. Here let me give a brief history lesson: For nearly 400 years Robben Island was a place of banishment, exile, isolation and imprisonment. It was here that rulers sent those they regarded as political troublemakers, social outcasts and the unwanted of society. The most famous inmate at Robben Island was Nelson Mandela. During the apartheid years Robben Island became internationally known for its institutional brutality. The duty of those who ran the island and its prison was to isolate opponents of apartheid and to crush their morale. Some freedom fighters spent more than a quarter of a century in prison for their beliefs. But those imprisoned on the island succeeded on a psychological and political level in turning a prison "hell-hole" into a symbol of freedom and personal liberation. Robben Island, came to symbolize not only for South Africa and the African continent but also for the entire world, the triumph of the human spirit over enormous hardship and adversity.

I hope you enjoyed reading about my journey to Africa and I really do hope that one day you will make own journey to that magical and mystifying continent.

Until Next Time Kisses,
Cameron Leigh